DIA ZERO (download gratuito)

DIA ZERO (download gratuito)

A todos vocês que esperaram por este momento (minha mãe, meu pai e mais meia dúzia de gatos pingados), eis aqui o caminho para o download gratuito de DIA ZERO, meu primeiro livro (de muitos, se tudo der certo). Basta clicar nessa capa LINDA desenhada pelo meu querido amigo Paulo Engler! Tudo que eu peço … Continue lendo

Behind Brown Eyes

Behind Brown Eyes

For the last few days, my mind insists in playing the opening lines of Behind Blue Eyes every time I get quiet. I keep trying to get busy, to read and write and work and not think of the constantly terrifying reality and how little things can destroy great plans. No, I am not doing fine. … Continue lendo

No more apologies

No more apologies

It’s a funny thing that happens every now and then. I’ve been actively writing these posts for over five years now and, at times, there are still people who feel hurt when they find themselves inserted here and there, even if I work really hard at not identifying anyone by name of specific traits. To you … Continue lendo

I can’t write a love song

I can’t write a love song

I’ve always wanted to write a lovesong. For some reason, I used to think it was one of the most amazing gifts you could ever give someone. Within my romantic teenage brain it was the definition of a gift everlasting. Well, I never managed it. Writing in rhymes is just not my thing. Also, I … Continue lendo

You better, you bet

You better, you bet

I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck. It’s not just the anxiety pills that seem to make me feel weird, it’s not like being drunk, it’s different. I’ve spent the last three months waiting for the email that would never come, and then it came. And that’s just worse. Now, I’m officially a … Continue lendo

Swipe right

Swipe right

Two years ago – to the day – I made a seemingly silly decision that changed everything. I swiped right. And right barely begins to cover it.You know how I keep mentioning this wonderful man, a “British boy” who changed my life? Well, if I hadn’t swiped right two years ago he would never exist … Continue lendo

Bad Blood

These words will not come easy. I have struggled with my feelings for a couple of days now. I have come into some new information about a time in my life that nearly destroyed me and these new facts were supposed to make me feel worse, but they haven’t and that has been the greatest … Continue lendo

Anxiety Attacks

Starting life over has been a recurring theme in my life as of last year and it has had a very unsettling effect on my brain – it has made me revisit. Sure, every one gets a bit nostalgic at times, but I feel I have taken it to another level. I believe it comes … Continue lendo

Hibernation weekend

Hibernation weekend

So this is my hideaway weekend. After doing all the socialising required of me for today, including a dress fitting that makes me uncomfortable as hell every time I have to go there, I’m finally in full hibernation state accompanied by nothing except a bottle of wine and my equally anti-social cat. That’s all I … Continue lendo

Silver linings

Silver linings

I know I’m not doing too well when I stop writing. I’ve spent the last weeks avoiding it like the plague, so that is a world-class sign that I’m doing REALLY shitty lately. When my only positive thought is that, this time last year, I had nearly 10% of my upper body covered in 2nd … Continue lendo